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That and what jer told me made my night!!
Oh and still haven’t told my bf what I did the other day. Zomg. I don’t know how to bring it up lol uhhh… He might kill me.
Omg and yesterday I really wanted to be mad but I just didn’t care. And that bothered me sooo much. It’s like I wasn’t mad but I was hurt and I was just tired of caring.. Which is worst of all don’t you think?
Such an interesting week. Too many emotions lol I can’t handle this!! Well I’ve realized I should be more open and what not. I probably look like a horrible gf :/ it’s not all my fault.. It’s not like he is either so it’s hard for me cause Im already insecure. Geez. I mean I already think he doesn’t really want a gf.. Ugh. But bea is right if I don’t do or say what I want it’s also my fault. Hmm.. Whatevs I’ll take it as it comes lol glad is giving me good advice too.. I know he’s right but I think I’m just shy? Anyway been talking to my friend a lot. Very interesting. We’re actually very similar and he tells me things I wouldn’t want to say lol I like his optimism though. Good friends are hard to find.. Really. I want to go to grad school in Cali terribly.. Or just move there. I need a change NYC is bringing me down!
Guys.. If you aren’t giving your girls enough attention, someone else will.